Kiss?

“I just want a little extra time in your…..kiss!”

"OH MY GOSH! I can’t believe we all just did that!"
And now I’m gonna Tarentino that…takin’ it back, takin’ it back. Meet Your Religious Leader was on the MP Quad today…which was awesome because I got to meet my Bishop, see my old Bishop, and get free food while hanging out with all my old ballroom buddies!! Man it’s great to see them! Funny story…Bishop Reed totally tried to hook me up with this kid (I think his name is Skyler…but his name tag said Angela, so that’s honestly the only name I can legitly remember for him right now) that he knows pretty well. He seemed cute enough but holy did I blush when Bishop suggested that right in front of the both of us! Ha ha…gotta love those awkward moments. There was supposed to be a dance in the parking lot after the Religious Leader dealy (yes, I was hoping to see Randall there), but Erin, Becks, and I were a bit too tired to actually dance and we didn’t see anyone out on the floor that we knew. And yes, we could see everyone. There were only like 30 people there. Hence, we walked home…which is when the fun started! I called Jace to see if he wanted to come over and he told me he’d be over after he and his buds hit the dance. I advised him to just skip it because it was pretty dead when I left, but he insisted on checking it out first. While I waited for him to call me back, I got to sit and listen to Shelynne and Bryce’s cute falling in love with each other story! Goodness, I love it! But holy crazy…the things we girls deal with for boys we like! We’re nuts! Seriously. Oh, so anyway…shortly after Jace called, he arrived at my casa, where we brainstormed things to do. And what did we come up with? Spin the Bottle of course. Why? Because it’s on Cindy’s Bucket List! Hence, Jace called some of his friends to come over and join us, and Becka let me call her friend Alan over too. He totally thought I was kidding when I said we were gonna play Spin the Bottle…but I was completely serious. We all sat in a circle (boy, girl, boy, girl), and Shelynne served as judge, jury, and executioner since she’s very much on the taken side of the relationship spectrum. So basically our rules were that 1. Players of the same gender could not kiss each other…because seriously, ick. I love my roomies, but not THAT much. 2. If anyone spun and landed on Shelynne, she had the authority to just say whatever name she wanted, and it was from then on as though you spun that person. 3. Every time a specific couple rolled each other, their kisses had to become more “serious”. For example, the first time I rolled Boy A, I would have to kiss him on the forehead. The second time, I would have to kiss him on the cheek. Perhaps the third time, Boy A spun me, we would then have to kiss on the lips. Next would be kissing with tongue for 5 seconds. After that, the same thing for 10 seconds. And what came after that? Breaking in the make-out couch in the garage, of course. Wow…what a game! Ha ha. The counting would vary between SUPER SLOW to relatively quick seconds. Alan got a kick out of counting to about 7 and then starting back at 3, just to mess with everyone. What was interesting was that Jace stated at the beginning of the game that “everyone should place any personal feelings aside and not get offended or anything because it’s JUST A GAME.” Even with that stated, I didn’t realize how hard it was going to be for me to watch Jace kiss my roommates. Wow. I didn’t think I really cared that much about it. Apparently I do…seeing as how I was dealing with some intense jealousy. But what SUPER confused me was when he just grabbed me and kissed me when the game was over. I know how I feel about him…but I have no clue what he’s thinking about me. Interesting…
Ha ha! I just got a text from him…apparently Becka and I were the overall favorites to kiss. Next was Megan and Cindy, followed by Emily and Erin. Well, that’s flattering…ha ha. "OH MY GOSH! I can’t believe we just did that!" This house is out of control! But in the most awesome way possible. :)

Dream: That maybe one of these days I’ll finally choose a guy to date that WON’T be just using me. Man, that would be nice.
Care: About Jace. Way more than I imagined. Awkward...
Risk: Oops…totally swapped spit with a roomful of people. Most of which I just met.
Expect: To figure out what in the world is going on with my brain. Wow. Crazy.